SILENT TO FREEDOM

unspokenn

2012-02-12T20:18:00.003+08:00

something to share.. Du'a

Aku berdoa untuk seorang lelaki, yang akan menjadi sebahagian dari hidupku

Seorang lelaki yang sungguh mencintai-Mu lebih dari segala sesuatu.

Seorang lelaki yang akan meletakkanku pada posisi kedua di hatinya setelah Engkau

seorang lelaki yang hidup bukan untuk dirinya sendiri tetapi untuk-Mu.

Seorang lelaki yang mempunyai hati sungguh mencintai dan haus akan Engkau dan memiliki keinginan untuk mentauladani sifat-sifat Agung-Mu.

Seorang lelaki yang mengetahui bagi siapa dan untuk apa ia hidup, sehingga hidupnya tidaklah sia-siaseorang lelaki yang mempunyai hati yang bijak bukan hanya sekadar otak yang cerdas.

Seorang lelaki yang tidak hanya mencintaiku tetapi juga menghormatikuseorang lelaki yang tidak hanya memujaku tetapi dapat juga menasihati ketika aku berbuat salah.

Seorang lelaki yang mencintaiku bukan karena kecantikanku tetapi kerana hatiku.

Seorang lelaki yang dapat menjadi sahabat terbaikku dalam tiap waktu dan situasi seorang lelaki yang dapat membuatku merasa sebagai seorang wanita ketika di sebelahnya.

Seorang lelaki yang memerlukan dukunganku sebagai peneguhnya.Seorang lelaki yang memerlukan do’aku untuk kehidupannya.Seorang lelaki yang memerlukan senyumanku untuk mengatasi kesedihannya.

Seorang lelaki yang memerlukan diriku untuk membuat hidupnya menjadi sempurna.

Dan aku juga meminta, buatlah aku menjadi seorang perempuan yang dapat membuat seorang lelaki itu bangga. Berikan aku sebuah hati yang sungguh mencintai-Mu, sehingga aku dapat mencintainya dengan cinta-Mu, bukan mencintainya dengan sekadar cintaku.

Berikanlah sifat-Mu yang lembut sehingga kecantikanku datang dari-Mu bukan dari luar diriku.

Berikan aku tangan-Mu sehingga aku selalu berdoa untuknya.

Berikanlah aku penglihatan-Mu sehingga aku dapat melihat banyak hal baik dalam dirinya dan bukan hal buruk saja

Berikanlah aku mulut-Mu yang penuh dengan kata-kata kebijaksanaan-Mu dan pemberi semangat,sehingga aku dapat mendukungnya setiap hari, dan aku dapat tersenyum padanya setiap pagi.

Dan bilamana akhirnya kami akan bertemu, aku berharap kami berdua dapat mengatakan"Betapa besarnya Engkau karena telah memberikan kepadaku seorang yang dapat membuat hidupku menjadi sempurna".

Aku mengetahui bahawa Engkau menginginkan kami bertemu pada waktu yang tepat dan Engkau akan membuat segala sesuatunya indah pada waktu yang Kau tentukan. Amin…

whats wrong now

2011-09-24T13:57:00.004+08:00

days by days. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone. last night I have watched BRIDESMAID. its a 4.5 stars rate. great movie about friendships, love one, best friend.

another week to pamper myself sitting on a couch, watching movie, helping out for what it should.

p.s. how I'd wish and pray for the best that comes out from what I really need most. much love!

word up

2011-07-23T22:40:00.003+08:00

its been a while yea.. its JULY..and counting for upcoming AUGUST. RAMADHAN MUBARAK fever. wishing all the muslims brothers and sisters EID RAMADHAN.

today July 23rd,one of my best girl friend, EYAH's BIRTHDAY.. i hope everythings well and best of luck. really miss those days at college with you where we were sitting,studying,learning..joking around, hanging around etc etc and miss our princess Ms Lee,Patricia too..and everyone out there..

Im here all alone. but I knew im not alone.since there is always ALLAH by my side.when im in sadness, happy, feeling alone, ALHAMDULILLAH i always prayed and wishes to ALLAH, never leave me..and dont make me leave ALLAH.

waiting for someone texts but since it is night time already, so i guess someone really are busy..

p.s. and i wonders when will this circle ends.. when i say i miss you, i really meant it.. missing the smile..

shawtyyyyyyy

2011-06-25T18:13:00.002+08:00

holla! its a relief -- syukur that I had managed to control my lappy system.. one thing that i need to settle up soon! - my MICROSOFT OFFICE!

two days left till my parents,grandparents,my aunt and uncle get back home Brunei.

and I'll be having my exam next tuesday. ensha ALLAH all well at end :)

p.s. trying to get over for some nightmares

nobodys home

2011-06-07T20:37:00.003+08:00

INSPIRING

its raining.. dont use an umbrella. CLASSIC!

use banana leaf instead - Nabila Mohd

p.s. Friends are needed both for joy and for sorrow. -- Samuel Paterson

unsweetened

2011-06-05T11:55:00.005+08:00

siempre me quedará la voz suave del mar..

these are what i yearn for.. L_O_V_E and C_A_R_E

all of this i gave to ALLAH,for all that what i have been through.. just pray and make Du'a

P_A_T_I_E_N_C_E!

therefore,search for a beautiful heart not a beautiful face. Beautiful things are not always good but good things are always beautiful

p.s. The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up!

unscattered

2011-06-04T12:47:00.003+08:00

living the dream :)

superb day.. just watched TEXTUALITY

say its a good movie..watchable. i miss everythings out there.. HOLLA!

p.s. "A girls heart is an ocean full of secrets"

salaam

2009-09-07T14:37:00.002+08:00

salaam RAMADHAN KAREEM~ HAPPY FASTING!!!!

p.s done.

greetings!!

2009-07-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

salaam..hereby,i would just like to wish all muslims SELAMAT MENYAMBUT ISRA'MIKRAJ.May ALLAH bless u people. amin ya rob'bal al'amin.

heehe been busy myself playing games. aish. happy holiday.have a very good night.

p.s i'll think of u as well kept memories that i'd cherished for the rest of my life. take care you.

effects

2009-07-09T23:31:00.005+08:00

salaam..ehhee..

nda bah..

start dah my new semester..final year..PROJECT! PROJECT! PROJECT! ehehe. this monday we need to hand in our proposal. prayed mudahan kana accept. ya ALLAH~

not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one of me besties,Al Farhana FND..ehhe.

heys,i will post more soon..

p.s. *sigh*

update

2009-04-12T21:31:00.004+08:00

salaam..insya allah possibly i'll keep update..bukan skrang yoww. think i will like this new skin for my blog. hehe.

sincerely yours

2009-03-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

Goodnight and sleep tight.
Don't dream of me.
We need to end our misery.
I'm not going to look back, I'm not going to break.
This is just about as much as I can take.

I can't say we didn't have good times.
If I did I'd be living a lie.
I'll always love you just like I said.
And I still think of you while I'm in bed.
But I'm no longer in love, no longer in heartache.
I've had as much as I can take.

I've had enough of this pain.
The blood soaked through my shirt left a stain.
Your my last regret.
My best kept secret.
You're her's to deal with, my forgotten love.
Your eyes no longer look like the stars above.

Forgetting about what we once were.
You're miles away, my heart can't stay.
I'm over you, over you entirely.
Don't bother to even call me.
Tell me, when will this circle end?
I'm saying goodbye..

sincerely yours never again.

cakes

2009-01-26T14:35:00.003+08:00

SALAAM~

sorry if i got missed something on my last post:

*updated* Birthday peeps on January

- 20th January : Adam's bday

- 23rd January : ICE Suresh bday

thanks so much for the tagged.Also,to them peeps whose visiting my blog.heh.

selang ari yang lalu,waseh.ehe. klasmates ku sambut hari jadi yang bdate blan januari.

i LOURVE the cake. *nikmat* ingin ku mrasa lagi eyh kek nya. :DD

soon after the celebration, some Plant crew - the guys were asked to help out doing some work out.

my studies just alright. kinda felt tired sometimes. Plant pump assignment due this 28th January.as well my LC asssignment,im not ready to have the job interview test. *nervous* ahah.

aytes i guess thats all for today.

p.s i watch the sunshine.i feel the heat.

january

2009-01-16T22:52:00.004+08:00

salaam dear friends

this few weeks..i've been busy with my life.My studies just alright.

i would like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my fella friends whom celebrates their birthdate this JANUARY.

2nd Jan : Armi Plant & Ewenz Plant bday

10th Jan : Haji Azri ICE bday

11th Jan : Jazli Plant bday

13th Jan : Haji Zulfadhli ICE bday & Phyzz Bday

14th Jan : Nur Diyana Asnan Bday

15th Jan : Cousin,Leyana bday,Nurul bday & Adeb bday

19th Jan : Kenny Plant bday

24th Jan : DEAN bday & lil Bro haekal bday

25th Jan : Fadli (m'sia) bday & Alicia KEYS bday *heehe*

wishing u people a happy life.long live!

past days; loadsa things happened tanpa dsangka.

on 9th Jan, i went out to KB with my three besties - Sharifah Siti Asma,Nur Diyana & Alfarhana.thank you ladies..aku happy. =)

not to forget, thank you so much sal ada yang blanja makan minum dluar dlm bbrapa ari tu.heehe.

12th Jan : the good and bad times we been through them all..~ -songs by cascada "everytime we touch" heh`

owh not to forget, aku sambung ambil kursus CAD.blajar malam at kolej.bnarnya start next monday on 19th Jan.but then i was informed kursus nda jadi on that date and will be start on 2nd February. aiyooo.

p.s uh i hope everythings will be alright.soon! i wish. i pray.Ya ALLAH~

some poems

2009-01-15T20:15:00.002+08:00

salaam!! its been a while.i'll post more - in other time.right now,i'll left some poems just to share with u people.

"When i cry at night,
the only thing i can think
to myself about is..
How can i seem so -----
perfectly fine in the morning?
Why do i smile
like nothing is wrong?
And how does not one
single person notice that
i`m not okay?"

p.s im sorry - i can't help it..

restss

2009-01-07T21:56:00.005+08:00

salaam! heyaaa sahabats ku. did u people miss me while im gone? *sadangs* ehe. orait! here i would like to greet Brunei students..

HAPPY STUDY 2009!!

uh smpai arine aku msih blom abis pkir - apa bnarnya azam blan january ane..?

orait..this few days..aku alami dua hal yg bagus dan tidak bagus..hamba redha..

i guess thats all for todays post.

p.s i need rests.

a hadith to share

2009-01-01T14:46:00.002+08:00

Rasulullah bersabda

"Sesungguhnya hati manusia akan berkarat sebagaimana besi yg dirosakkan oleh air."

Seorang sahabat telah bertanya

"Apakah caranya untuk menjadikan hati itu bersinar kembali?"

Jawab Rasulullah "Banyakkan mengingati maut dan membaca Al-Quran." (riwayat Baihaqi dari Ibnu Umar)

p.s it is what it is

even angel..

2008-12-27T20:08:00.004+08:00

thanks for viewing dear friends..i just wanna share a poems.here;;

She cut open her wrists,
and one last time said "Goodnight",
But no love came to hold her,
as the life danced from her eyes.
She wrote one last poem,
One last letter of pain,
But no sorrow took hold of her,
as the tears poured from her veins.
She cried her last tears,
and was finally set free,
The chains that bound her are gone,
as she slipped inside her dream.
She has escaped a life that was cursed,
and turned into butterflies,
But with a sad smile she discovers,
that even Angels cry.

p.s im really confused for what had happend lately..

hadith

2008-12-14T21:42:00.003+08:00

salaam..dear friends..

tonight..i left here a hadith:

Sesungguhnya pada kejadian langit dan bumi,
dan pada pertukaran malam dan siang,
ada tanda-tanda (kekuasaan, kebijaksanaan, dan keluasan rahmat Allah)
bagi orang-orang Yang berakal;

(Iaitu) orang-orang yang menyebut dan mengingati Allah
semasa mereka berdiri dan duduk dan semasa mereka berbaring,
dan mereka pula memikirkan tentang kejadian langit dan bumi (
sambil berkata):

“Wahai Tuhan kami! tidaklah Engkau menjadikan benda-benda ini dengan
sia-sia, Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah Kami dari azab neraka."

[Aal Imraan 3:190-1]

p/s have u think of me??

been tagged by kiden

2008-12-05T11:43:00.003+08:00

tagged by KIDen cousin qu..hehe

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
- im not in a relationship at the moment..most things im into friendships =)

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- make it both,dear
(1) entertaining
(2) welcoming
(3) kind
(4) respectful
(5) fun to be with!

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- i'll save u.. (aww sweet) haha

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- having there when im in need someone to talked to..

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
- we're not. he'll bcome gay and she bcome lesbian to me..haha apakan!

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
- kill both em.. DIE DIE DIE u.neah so far no enemy.kita tak main musuh beb.nda bagus.im a good girl wah!

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
- behaviour, attitude.. the looks on the eyes that could melt me in the heart.wasehh hahaha!

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is:
- i took her man,i kill his love one.hahaha! kejam nya aku.nada wah haha it wont happen.nauzubillah.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is:
- trying to ignore them when they say my name.

10. The overall impression of him/her is:
- okae..just okae.awuuu okae!

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
- no idea.no big deal for me.none of my business to know..nyways..heh

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
- physically innocent..mentally,im good..i tell u many times already that im a good girl =.="

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is?
- pelupa.. blurus..haha! out of idea sometimes.. CUAI!!

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
- guess who? ohhh my~ hehe

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them:
- thank u.aku hargai smua kamu kamu dan kamu.love me always.. :D

16. 10 people you tag:
1) didie yuna
2) sist tkah
3) ruby
4) safsaf
5) ana
6) Amin PLE
7) ditaa PLE
8) nannie EE
9) lela CS
10) sii sexy adeb

17.Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
- adik ku tu dgan anep nya.

18. No. 3 a male or female?
- female..

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- wat! no.10 will get kill by no.7 buipren.. jgn catu eyh.. iatah ku nda mau tau tu. dear friend,dont take this serious.PEACE.

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
- no idea dear..

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
- she's a teacher.she teaches the young ones how to be a good person in the future. hehe.

22. Is No. 4 single?
- ada tu dgannya..tapi ia nda mau share sma the giirlfriends nya sni ane..

23. Say something about No. 6?
- our SR..aku;; one of Amin's angel..me and both my partner in crime but sweet..Eyah and Paty also Amin's angel..gosh how sweet we are.haha!

.................

p.s i want u to know..that - i cant help myself nymore..

no one knows

2008-11-28T19:16:00.001+08:00

No one knows who I truly am,
no one seems to care.

when ever I need a shoulder to cry on,
no one's ever there.

No one knows of the pain I hold inside,
its much too deep.

never being able to express myself,
all I can do is weep.

Maybe one day I'll have the strength
to let my true feelings show.
but until now I'll just keep saying,
"No one knows"

p.s i felt the warmth of our last hugs..and had dreamt of those days...

tagging

2008-11-23T09:30:00.004+08:00

okae salaam my friends, selang ari berlalu, aku busy dgn keja skulah. todays weekend,mau relek sket. but later mau continue buat my keja skulah. im doing good lately.hopefully to get good grades for my exams. holidays around the corner. hehe! unfortunately, we're given loadsa assignments!!! tidaaaaaaaaaaaak. orait i think thats all for arine. have a great weekend my friends.

Tagged by DIDIE YUNA && NANIEE sabree's love..

sorry girls,this took me for a long time.heh.

Instructions:
1. Take a recent pictures of yourself or take a pictures of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that pictures with no editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

ahhh seeing my bed,very welcoming.hmmmm my humping.erks.

okae i tagged-

Ditaaa
AMIN
ANA
RUBY
SAFsaF

tagged by ditaaa

What is the most important thing in your life?
= family+home

What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
=petang kelmarin kan aku kTAMU kb.awuu bcrita jua ku ne.astaa!

Where do you wish to get married?
=idk.no ideas.let the future decide =/?

How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
=every seconds counts.erks? apakan.haha love stories jua lah.aishh.soklan mahal ini.

Are you in love?
=yerp in loooooooourve with myself.

Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
=SUTERA BIRU- 11 degree sport cafe.

Name the latest book you bought?
=i dont remember quite a long time.i think i had lost it.

What is your full name?
=Nur Azimah Bte Haji Mohammad Tasdi

Name the person you wish to meetin real life or the first time?
=someone who could take me love..idk..no idea.heh.

Christina or Britney?
=alicia keys =D

Do you do your own laundry?
=yerp.

The most exciting place you wanna go?
=DUBAI!!

Hugs or Kisses?
=both

8 things i am passionate about?
-my bed (1st thing 1st) haha!
-my bantals, oh empuknya
-my selimut..
-my lappy
-my lipsticks
-my perfumesss
-My lotionss
-My BED BED BED!! majal* haha

8 things i say too often
-astaghfirullah al azim
-HAHAHAHA!!
-ohhh okae.
-yerp
-eh atu.
-awu bru ku ingat.
-astaaaa
-orait!

8 books i've read recently
-plant tech
-english
-M.s
-P.M
-Applied Computing
-P.Pump
-magazines
-newspaper(awuuu seriously i tell u)

8 songs i could listen to over & over again
- Alter Bridge - Watch over you
- Little bit - forget about me
- Usher feat Beyonce & lil wayne - In this club REMIX
- David Archuleta - Crush
- Rihanna - TAke a bow
- 3 doors down - here w/out u acoustic
- Red Jumpsuit apparatus - your Guardian ANgel
- Mariah Carey~

8 things i learned last year
- believe in urself
- be strong inside heart
- think wise
- dont be lazy
- not to revise last minute
- sleep early good for health awet muda harhar
- A must forget the past
- learn to love myself

Tag 8 People- u think?? anyone will do~ ^^,

p.s like you'll never see me again

if he knew

2008-11-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

just another poem i wanted to share..ha! no big deal. heh.

If only he knew how I loved him so,
How I watch him sleep and he doesn't know
The man laying beside me who I love so dear
Has broken my heart, this much I'd fear
Tears stained my pillows at night
Oh how I wish if he could see my plight
His arms around me I wish would be
Only my tears could let him see
That this gentle soul just needed his love
But come to realize, he had given his heart
To another love.

p.s if only he knew...

hadith

2008-11-09T20:44:00.007+08:00

salaam.

still,im worried sick with my E.P paper.blom ada resultnya.aiiiiyooh.

last night- went bed early, before that i was thinking..just thinking.had some flashback by years,mem'ries of the times where i'd someone to talked to.something to laughed about.hmm..

okae aku ada story~

dmalam kan,baru ku merasa lena nya tdo ku.ada tia bunyi ane yang buat aku bangun.aku sangka bunyi atu alarm dari my fone.aku silap.aku mencari lah mana bunyi tu. sal mau dapatkan apsal bunyi tu kacau aku tdo at 2-ish AM.

calling....unknown number [not brunei line]..rasa nda kan melayan.tapi i felt that i need to.possibly if got someone who needs a help.

iatah ku msgs.

"whois this?yeah ny probs?wanna talk? [pasal dah twice this number kept on calling me]

replied; "Haha. bohh, ko ada utang ni arh ku.. Ari 2 ko langgar keta kancil ku tym d bandar seri begawan. Bila kan ganti rugi?"

[well memalukan! aku nda main hutang.aku pun melayans lar blek]

"apaeh! bida ko aa.bhsa bunai.prasan jd m'sia pkai no.m'sia.sadang e~keta kancil jua la.WHATEVER~ku lg nda penah drive bandar.pls~ duh.bising!nyman dh tdo ku. "

[hahahaha.and mengalah tia sii kawan ane when ia replied my texts atu.pandai eyh pujuk aku.and the story goes~ nda payah ceta byk.]

we'll see tmrow sii kawan ane at college.kita BULI dia.sal bukan sorang ku yang kna kcau.aishhh haha can't hardly wait!!

maka nya,FYI to sahabat[s] ku yang lain..tolong.jgan main2 dgan masa tdo ku.if u need help,i'll help and lend my ears whenever u wanna talk.awu nda ku marah,seriosly.ahah.

right now - hearing a song from David Archuleta - Crush.

yeahh nice song.reminds me of someone,SYED ***** ahah! awuu.ehe.

BORED eyh..my knees has a cut!

kaes,i know skian lama dah aku nada update my posts.i was busy with my daily life.In addition,aku wah active sports dah.

weheeee~

past days,

been playing NETBALL.syok jua ah jadi center.skang aku telah merasa betapa ngalehnya main netball itu.oh yea,also...

aku main B I T C H ball with ICE families at JubLEE B I T C H [b e a c h] in KB.We divided into two teams.

the steady team VS main buyuk team.aahaha.

yes,aku team with the steady.woooohuuu.well,i had a very great times with u guys.thank you so much.

and here, I'll left some hadith for viewing.

Sebenarnya bukanlah mata kepala yang buta, tetapi yang buta itu ialah mata hati yang ada di dalam dada [Al-Hajj 22: 46]

Buta mata hilang warna… buta hati hilang makna dan erti. Buta mata tak nampak jalan di dunia, buta hati tak nampak jalan menuju ke Syurga.

p.s day by day,i kept telling myself.don't let me see u.seeing u-makes me HURT..

exams

2008-10-24T17:05:00.009+08:00

salaam.hello all.

TOMORROW EXAMS!!!!!

Yes,just like what im telling tomorrow exams!! I'm quite sure if im in the mood of exams. Thus this scares the shit out of me.

sometimes I even forgot what I have remembered. Now that's something you don't wanna happen to yourself right?

So what I do? Haha. Cheat is the thing to do lah for some. But aku nada lah.awu nada eyh.im not smpai that desperate though.

Here are some of the methods you can learn to use during exams.

Whatever you learn here is absolutely your risk and it's none of my business if you get caught and get ZERO, Zilch, A Big Chicken Egg for your exam subjects.

The most common type of exam-cheating-method : Giraffing.(This is the term a teacher uses to say when she saw someone does it:" Hello?! Absolutely No GIRAFFING"!)

If your neck is not long enough to do the Giraffe method. Might as well write something on a tiny piece of paper.

If you love the enviroment so much and wishes to save the trees. Then, use yourself instead. Yes, write something on your palm, body, or which ever body parts that you think its convenient for your reference.

By the way, the formula in the picture is so blardy simple. I don't understand why the person would even wanna write it down.

Now this one is superb, a nice combination of everything that people could possibly think of. The person at the bottom of the picture is the 'Champion' lah. Siang-siang hari cheat in front of the teacher with a bunch of freakin notes under his table.

Yet again, if you can't perform any of those stunts illustrated above... Just forget it lah.

You are damn sad and pathetic. Hehe.Just hope that some smartass nerd accidentally wrote your name on their paper. Just hope lah. And continue hoping because it's never ever gonna happen in a million years baby! Heh heh heh...

past days; 20th October, celebrating eid ul fitr at college.

with ICE families

22nd October, my cousin came,the 1st time she went to my room,

and said "Girl,this not what a girls room are like"

me; "haha! owh yea i just threw off the trash on the outside bin.the trash that i've been keeping inside my room was like 3 months old.nasib nda pkai plastic bag hitam,munnya pkai yg plastic hitamtu wallahuaklam tuhan ja yang mengetahui"

my cousin; geleng pala*

GOSH.aku smpai nada masa membersih segala benda dlam bilik.bajuAn?checked! bedsheets?checked! oh the HABUKANS ja yg ada kelihatan.aish~

im getting restless lately.morning; went college-home-sleeps early at night.WHAT HAPPEN to me?!!

TODAY, as i wake up,my heart tells me to text; greet someone & just wanting to know if its orait.i thanked you.

p.s - the last goodbye-

gonna miss you..

afiq's bday

2008-10-17T20:45:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum..hello fellas,

first and foremost,i would like to wish one of my best buddy;Afiq ICE/PLE on his 21st birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yeay~ May ALLAH bless u.wishing u all the best in life & studies.happiness all year round besides families, friends and your love one. be good my friend.aha!

Afiq ICE/PLE; okae tu mua mu aku kasi camtu? its for ur own safe bah.okae wat.ehe.

alright.hmm anyways.i've been watching new season of prison break SEASON 4.like WOW!! best giler yow.THANKS to u Afiq ICE/PLE sal nyuruh aku download it for u.aku apa lagi nda mo rugi lah mo jua ku liat apa kesah nya,haha! hmm aish my E.P assignments blom lgi siap.due is on nextweek,Monday.

To Eyah 23'z PLE : babe i got something for u.

aww this lil tasya,kiuuuuuuuuut brabisly aku pegang & hugs her while i was at Amin's Crib.haha! hope kamu nda kesah last time aku ja yang take over this lil girl.eee gigitan ku masih.ahah.
well,i guess thats all for todays posts.
I'll left something for u people to read.enjoy~

In the numb state of mind, I found this great advice from Ashrafiya site. May Allah bless his soul and all his teacher:-

Talk with Allah

Sayyidi wa sanadi Hadhrat Mawlana Mohammad Taqi Usmani (may Allah preserve him) said,

“Develop this habit of talking to Allah.

My shaykh Arif-billah Hadhrat Dr Abdul-Hayy ‘Arifi (may Allah have mercy on him) told this to us repeatedly.

Sit in solitude and contemplate that I am infront of Allah. Tell Him everything that is on your mind and bothering you.
Your past mistakes, the present difficulties and future apprehensions . Tell Him in detail and ask for guidance and help.

Insya Allah, in addition, to relieving your anxiety it will lead to the creation of a bond between you and your Lord, Allah (ta’luq ma Allah).”

gone

2008-10-14T21:16:00.009+08:00

a POEMS for u;

I never thought this could happen so fast.That time had come..this has proven me something I've been searching for..the answers.

so,here goes my ART. ART in which i'd prefered to be called; the LIFE.

It’s over. He’s gone.
Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer?
Why do we have to cry when someone bids goodbye?
Why do beginnings have an end?
Why do we have to meet only to loose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread,
Poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed,
promises left unfulfilled.

In a relationship, one of the hardest thing to do is saying goodbye and letting go.
It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you’ll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again.
More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting.
It is they who stay behind that suffer,
because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be.
A love that was.

At the beginning and at the end of a relationship,
we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.
Unfair as it may seem, but that’s the way love goes.
That’s the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love.
After all, nothing is constant but change.
Everything will eventually come to its end,
Without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us knowing why.
And we must forgive not because we want to but because we have to.

In letting go, sorrows come not in a single spy but in batallion.
It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear,
Every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart,
Every blink of your eye and every breath you take always remind you of him.
It’s like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night.
Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing.
Just imagine there are billions of people on earth.
And yet it seems you feel empty without the other.
I don’t know if it’s worth calling an art, But letting go entails special skills sparkle with a considerable skills and time.
Time heals all wound but it would take a little push on our part.
Acceptance plays a part.
Not all wishes come true. Not all love stories end with
“AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.”

Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control.
We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others.
We have to cry to temporarily let go of pains.
Every beginning has its end, like every dawn has its dusk.
It’s something we can’t control, something we have to live up.

It’s over. He’s gone. But life has to go on.
Goodbye doesn’t always mean forever.
There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered.
Words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night,
Songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled.

SOMEWHERE. SOMEHOW. SOMEDAY.

“IF LOVING YOU IS ALL THAT MEANS TO ME
AND BEING HAPPY IS ALL I HOPE YOU’LL BE.
IF LOVING YOU MUST MEAN,
I REALLY HAVE TO SET YOU FREE…"

p.s hereby i would like to wish him best of life.those times and dreams,i'll cherish.

i will always love u. sorry u guys.probably time will show me; make me to forget him.it saddens me for this two years i cant help myself to forget him.i still need myself time.Time for having single life.though I could felt the loneliness inside me.but i knew ALLAH always there beside me.

new chapter of my life- concentrate on my studies for better future. once there will be DATO K come && save me.who knew..hmmm marah dato siti ne kang. *dgan konfiden* haha.

Photo of the day

sick!!

2008-08-07T20:12:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. hello fellas

first and foremost,im looking forward khabar dari sorang kwan whose working at aussie.tatau plak if he's now dh blek m'sia.its been a while bro.heheh

im not feeling well sejak kelmarin.im having flu berat plus demam.right now while aku memposts ne aku watched tv.heheh.tdi dh tdo jab lpas mkan ubat.now i felt like want to get online.saja memposts som3thing here.heheh.

and to D._._.N thanks yea for your time hehe =) i appreciate it. uh skulah ku tadi yow.hehe.last night i've told u that aku nda kn skulah arine.but i did w'pun damam camne.hehe.

lunch tadi went out with my lovely friends..jadi aku nda blek rumah.actually nada plang ada planned apa kan tengah ari tadi ah.hehe.but i had a great time spent with u guys and kaka UNAMED.eheh.

orait until then.aku mau makan my ubat and had my rests. love y'all

quotess;

2008-08-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

salaam..wuh arine my busy day.bru tah trasa paluh dbadan ku.mrsa ku kehangatan dkala ksibukan harian ku.haha apakan!

to Bujoi ICE : awoo jogging nda sound awal.last minute bru tah kan gtau.awoo just say wah ur afraid mau lawan lari with me..hahaha :P

here's a quote i'd saved for sometime long time ago..,heh

i don't know why we all,
hang on to something we know,
we're better off letting go.
it's like we're scared to lose,
what we don't even really have.
some of us say we'd rather have,
that something than absolutely nothing,
but the truth is,
to have it halfway is harder,
than not having it at all.

quotes

2008-08-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

s O m Ee T i M e Ss ]
things arent meant to last . .
they just take place in your h e a r t <3

and make you a * little * smarter the next time

words never[ hurt ] me
change never [ kills ] me
love never [ breaks ] me
fear never [ shakes ] me
my hopes never [ fade away ]
i never need to [ break away ]
my tears are never [ here to stay ]
i'm always [ happy ]
i never [ lie ]
yeah..[ o n c e u p o n a t i m e ]

i dont get mad anymore because i expect the
lowest from people - even wit all im goin thru
i wouldnt change a thing because life is how
u grow ;; u live;; u learn && then u know

world tiredness day

2008-07-31T21:16:00.001+08:00

salaam..hya my dear friends,

first and foremost,i would loved to say a BIG THANK U to safsaf for the lunch treat.hehe.and glad bjumpa dgan u girls.tane ne bukan jua selalu bjumpa.hehe.hope to meet u girls lg.

last night aku slept b4 12.iatah ari ngantok sedunia to me arine.sal dmlam siap doing my research plus lg menyusun texts on my papers.alhamdulillah mna yg siap ku printed out.janji ada sket info sal PPC ato.

class PPC today,kna bagi lg kajaaaaa!! aku lupa lah apa topic kna bagi salnya aku ingau kn blek tghari.haha! nnt i'll ask my frens.hehee.lpas skulah ptg ne td,smpai rumah,had some talked with my mom.heehe.byk dh plan ku dgn my mom.insya Allah.heheh.i love u ma and pa! heheh aku wah buli bapa td hahaah

right now saya chit chat with my two girlfriends;Adi and Sharifah =))

ini lah kesah ku for today.

**HARI NGANTOK SEDUNIA**

bon voyage

2008-06-19T07:07:00.002+08:00

&& i'll be away for two weeks..

expressions

2008-06-15T20:00:00.005+08:00

In a relationship, one of the hardest thing to do is saying goodbye and letting go.
It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you’ll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again.
More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting.
It is they who stay behind that suffer,
because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be.
A love that was.

At the beginning and at the end of a relationship,
we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.
Unfair as it may seem, but that’s the way love goes.
That’s the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love.
After all, nothing is constant but change.
Everything will eventually come to its end,
Without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us knowing why.
And we must forgive not because we want to but because we have to.

In letting go, sorrows come not in a single spy but in batallion.
It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear,
Every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart,
Every blink of your eye and every breath you take always remind you of him.
Its like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night.
Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing.
Just imagine there are billions of people on earth.
And yet it seems you feel empty without the other.
I don’t know if it’s worth calling an art, But letting go entails special skills sparkle with a considerable skills and time. Time heals all wound but it would take a little push on our part.
Acceptance plays a part.
Not all wishes come true. Not all love stories end with
AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER

birthday greet

2008-03-21T10:59:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum my friends,

Hari neh birthday my dear cousin,Nurakidah Aripin.HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIDEN! Moga panjang umur,dimurahkan rezeki dan semoga ALLAH merahmatimu.amin**I LOVE you cousin and u knew that.hehe.uh i wonder mana pegi hilangnya your phone number on my fone eh sal last night kiranya mau set the timer untuk bday greet mu kan kid tau tau masa i search the contact,ur name was not even there.jangan marah ye cousin.hehe.nanti aku minta lagi ah.tapi banarlah heran wahh sapa gerangan yang kacau haper gue!! hanya ALLAH yang maha mengetahui.anyway may u have a blast bday today cousin.

students dah start cuti skulah.kelmarin sambutan maulidur rasul.wehh talked with my dear bestfriend,Josheila was great.im having a good time.missing my gurlfrens much! memang lama nada berjumpa.hang out last masa dirumah Zurin time Raya tu.rasanya we gurls bejumpa setahun skale.hehe.yalah bz with our life.ada yang dah keja,ada yang masih study.hmm apa lagi bila dah berumah tangga.hahaha! wehh jauh plang pikiran ane.mudahan our friendships last long.amin** thats why kelmarin ceta with josheila imagine tane buat reunion when umur dah 60plus.then ada yang bawa cucu.hehe mesti cute kan bilanya kita tua.hahaha.

i've missed my friends from college.masa ne pun busy mula membuat assignment yang kn diantar buka skulah nanti.Bulan MAY insya allah end phase exams start.need to ready for revising my notes.

here I left slideshow of I.C.E FAMILY..our memories dari mula kami berkawan.Zmah bersyukur sama ALLAH.and im pleased to have a friends like you people.thanks yea.Zmah hargai kamu kamu my gurlfrens,my past present friends..my netfriends..thank you for the friendships.

DOA

2008-03-03T10:51:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum,i would like to share a DOA.nda ingat who made this words.its been quite along time i've kept it.

DOA YANG INDAH...

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menyingkirkan penderitaanku.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Itu bukan untuk Kusingkirkan, tetapi agar kau mengalahkannya.
Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menyempurnakan kecacatanku.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Jiwa adalah sempurna, badan hanyalah sementara.
Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menghadiahkanku kesabaran.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Kesabaran adalah hasil dari kesulitan; itu tidak dihadiahkan,itu
dipelajari.
Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk memberiku kebahagiaan.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Aku memberimu berkat, kebahagiaan adalah tergantung padamu.
Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menjauhkan penderitaan.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Penderitaan menjauhkanmu dari perhatian dunia dan membawamu mendekat
padaKu.
Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menumbuhkan rohku.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Kau harus menumbuhkannya sendiri, tetapi Aku akan memangkas untuk
membuatmu berbuah.
Aku meminta kepada Tuhan segala hal sehingga aku dapat menikmati hidup.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Aku akan memberimu hidup, sehingga kau dapat menikmati segala hal.
Aku meminta kepada Tuhan membantuku mengasihi orang lain, seperti Ia mengasihiku.
Tuhan menjawab
Ahhh, akhirnya kau mengerti.

HARI INI ADALAH MILIKMU JANGAN SIA-SIAKAN
Bagi dunia kau mungkin hanyalah seseorang,
Tetapi bagi seseorang kau mungkin adalah dunianya.

LOVE,ZMAH

sing it

2008-02-15T14:21:00.005+08:00

salam readers.Yesterday was MKJB's open day.Well ada masa datang lah bsok hari sabtu.Guess last tu bsok.Alhamdulillah last wednesday selesai urus untuk ambil my short course five weeks on AUTOCAD.bley mula on 25th February neh year 2008.hehe Zmah nda skulah wah kmrin haha.nada lah I was very busy preparing foods and drinks for doa selamat yang telah diadakan malam semalam at my crib.Felt glad for having the majlis iatah peluang mengeratkan silaturrahim sesama saudara and families.bukan selalu bejumpa dgan keluarga balah bapa and mama.nda smua lah yang hadir.sory teda ambil photos.

Dads' birthday last tuesday.Bsok will be My Big Brother birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY! also cousinku Kak Long.Moga ALLAH merahmati kamu..Amin**

my pasts : there;s one man who'd opened my heart.through good and bad times i shall kept it as my memories and lessons that i've learnt.p/s he's a kind man.having a great family.I thanked GOD and semua yang jadi kita redha.Pertemuan and perpisahan cuma ALLAH yang berkuasa.yoseehh hehe.

Adi : thanks gurlfren for visiting my blogsite yea.terharu i.masamu yang engko luangkan akan ku hargai.haha PCD's songs yea.yerp single neh.bah bila tane dua jumpa date sama?pasal you are the only one pembaca setia at my site.

she told..

2008-01-19T14:10:00.003+08:00

Yeay! siap tukar skin.fuhh this took me 2hours.hello peeps.I've deleted my previous posts.just want to start a new one mehh! but there's one thing i would like to keep - my picture with the girls :D

yerp nice one~

until then i'll update my blog...mooch my own foot~

Love zMah;

Quote anyone??

**Maybe we just broke up cause it wasnt meant to be. Maybe we werent meant for each other. Maybe we just werent meant to be more than friends. I'll accept that, because love is unpredictable. Whatever happens, happens. & if in the end we do end up back together, at least I know its because fate wanted us to, not because we forced it.